LOL...yes, a prayer...and then a drink is a perfect idea
So, I'm confused. I thought I was done with my M. I was over it. I had decided that my H was a selfish human being beyond repair and I was better off without him. In many ways, I still think that's true. BUT...I'm finding myself really wondering if I'm done. I didn't know what the issue was keeping him from trying before. I now feel armed with additional information that would have been SOOOO helpful to me before. I feel like I didn't really have a chance before because I didn't know everything that was in my path.
And, then, I wonder if my feelings now are really about "winning" or beating the OW.
Am I being stupid? Crazy? Tell me...I can handle it!
