Trying to work out some minor details about the kids and school fees and the rest of summer camp. I had asked J the other day about signing the kids up for summer camp. He said he wanted to explore our options. I called him out on it again. He mentioned something about having OW watch the kids the rest of the summer. I knew it!!! He said she would be able to take the kids swimming and to the lake, etc. He said he was hesitant to talk to me about it because he thought I would have a problem with it. I said you're right. I do. I don't feel comfortable with that. He asked me why? I said on my days it isn't happening. I said it can happen on your days, but not on mine. I just feel sick right now.
He said if that's how you feel then that is how you feel. I said that's how I feel. He is going to shove this woman down my f'in throat. And my mids' throat.
My sixth sense has been going gangbusters. I feel sick and nauseated.
I really need to calm down.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
