Wife officially walked away just over a month ago

[BigMac]

Pilot - good point. She came up in conversation with a friend who I haven't talked to in a while. I fell into the trap. Its very hard.

Sandi - yes, that is the codependancy. It's an addiction that I am working hard to break.

Right now, I'm headed to Austin to check out neighboorhoods that I would want to live in. Even though W is there, I have not and will not contact her. I am here for me. (I will be hanging with friends though)

I realize how good I felt when I disconnected for a week about a month ago. I'm trying to get back to that.

The one hard thing is that we are both in the same industry. We are both going to be at the same conference next week, she's working in a booth and I'm on stage for one day.

Next week is going to be hard. But I will get through it. Just have to pretend she died. Because the loving part of her did. At least for now.