Last night was a mess . i didnt get any sleep . The sexual deprivement is really rough . Its been 5 weeks since shes been sexual with me and she seemed to initiate some contact in bed . I got excited and made a subtle move and got shut down .Stupid stupid > I payed for it all night and couldnt sleep . I dont know if shes teasing me or WTF . She was ok this morning though . I tried to pretend like nothing happened .


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )