Now the separation is beginning to hurt. I know I have no reason to complain as others have been DBing for years in separation but now we are all starting to feel it. My home doesn't even feel like home. Home is where my W and kids are supposed to be. And my D8 even skype to say Goodnight yesterday....just a sadness in her eyes she tries to hide and be brave......my DD. Well I know the first months are the hardest and I will get used to this....but I don't think I ever will....I will always treasure my family when it was whole and I can't give up.....I will work hard on myself to find that again with a new restored M.
Me 42 W:35 M: 14yrs T:15yrs D: 8yrs D:6yrs S:3yrs BD: "I want a D"09/03/14 Sep: 30/06/14
Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.