Finding my way - part 2

[Meghan]

Journaling: Last night was hard. Getting in late to a quiet apartment with no messages from H. was rough. I shouldn't have expected any after the texting and calls from earlier, but it would have been nice. I was worried about whether he was upset with me and about the texting, but I got some solid sleep anyway, which helped.

I'm home alone today, and trying to figure out what to do with myself. If nothing else I have some cleaning and laundry to do and I should clean the fridge before I head to my parents'.

I was going to wash my bedding, but I'm wondering if I should do his, too. H. would normally do the laundry, and I don't want to seem like I'm trying to hard to give him a good welcome home by doing his, but I also don't want to seem like a jerk by doing mine and not his, particularly when he'd usually do my laundry with his.

Thoughts?