just left h house, he told me he has been seeing someone for the last four weeks, no big surprise there, I had suspected for a while, its the same w he had a last year, he says they only reconnected recently, I do believe that. I acted as camly as I could, I didn't want to make it dramatic, because I remembered what everyone has said on here, that the more you react, the more you'll make the wah think he's making the right choice by being with her. he said he wanted to see where it goes with her, and that he'd like the boys to meet her, that is the one thin g I put my foot down with, as we haven't even been separated fro six month, our boys are quite young, our 7 yr old is struggling enough with the situation, and the twins are just too young. he said that she wants him to meet her 11yr old daughter, I said that is her and his choice, but at this point, I want our boys to have some stability.
I am trying to remind myself that most a end in 3-6mth period, that I am a woman that only a fool would leave, my god it hurt.
he told me when was leaving that he still loved me and would always protect me, hugged me, wouldn't let me go.
I listened when he talked about her, I didn't ask too many questions, I validated his choice, I didn't cry(well at least not until I got home) I didn't yell, and I didn't accuse.
I feel like I should be giving up now, but I still believe that we can re start, I still wanted to be married to my h.
