Im curious as if anyone has experienced anything similar to me.
As I make it a point to heal myself in every way possible, I find the most amazing information and realizations come to me.
Synchronicity, things coming together out of no where, things I needed to hear but didn't realize, it just comes to me in huge chunks.
Im then able to stand back and objectively see how and why everything has happened in my life and how it continues to unfold.
I know I never would've pushed myself this far if it wasn't for the horrible abandonment I felt when XH left.
Im still striving towards forgiveness towards him. Such a long process. I think I still need to work on forgiving myself for being angry with him. Which is so silly.
But when I realize that XH never knew how to be honest with me in the first place, it's a little easier to feel more forgiveness.
