"I also cannot give her the idea that I'm "looking around". I want to give her the impression that I'm still hurt over this, but I'm ready to move on if she leaves. I gave her full indication that I'm still going through the emotional shock of the situation. I've also found comfort talking with her father, whom she has told me (and the OM) that he is the only man she trusts 100%. Her father is opposed to the affair and wants nothing more than for her and I to work things out."
Just to be honest here. What makes you the moral authority? I mean you cheated on her multiple times and then you told her that you never really loved her, etc. I mean, I have a feeling you just swept things under the rug without really understanding how much she hurt over what you did.
I notice you focus ALOT on what she's doing wrong now, but haven't really addressed your problems that caused it. I have a feeling that she never really got over the A's you had and still can't trust you.
Have you even read DB or DR? What work have you done to yourself and address the issues of your M?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
