I'm sorry you are exhausted and having a difficult time. It can be extremely draining running the house and taking care of sick little ones. I hope everyone is feeling better and that you try to relax a little (easier said than done I know). Be kind to yourself.
First, you aren't bad. You are human and reached a tipping point. Sometimes, you need to release those pent up feelings. Are you done DBing? Only you can answer that and please remember that DBing is for YOU.
I cannot tell you what you *should* do as only you can decide. However, I suggest thinking about what you want right now. Don't worry about your h right now. He's a big boy. Focus on you and your kids.
You can do this;-)
Last edited by Georgiabelle; 07/15/1406:25 PM.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer