Freaking out a bit now that not hugging or kissing him goodbye has left him with the impression that I just want to be his friend and not his wife and that I don't want to salvage the relationship because I don't care enough to initiate a hug or kiss.
Breathe, breathe, breathe...
Must trust the collective wisdom of the wonderful forum people over my own internal craziness.
I can't control how he feels.
Going to do some dishes to calm down.
That is not the impression you gave. You gave the impression of detachment, which will leave him wondering IF he is the one 100% in control anymore.
Me: 42 W: 32 Married 7 years together 8.5 S1: 7 S2:7 Bomb #1: 09-16-13 Recon #1: 11/13 A discovered 04-03-2014 W filed D 05-19-14 but never served me I filed D 12-02-2014 S 05-31-14 Divorced 5-19-16