Trying to find my way

[Meghan]

Freaking out a bit now that not hugging or kissing him goodbye has left him with the impression that I just want to be his friend and not his wife and that I don't want to salvage the relationship because I don't care enough to initiate a hug or kiss.

Breathe, breathe, breathe...

Must trust the collective wisdom of the wonderful forum people over my own internal craziness.

I can't control how he feels.

Going to do some dishes to calm down.