At the same time, won't I always have just enough of a plate full of things to deal with?
Good point, but as you say in your answers above, a lot of the stuff you have to work on is inside your head, like why do you seem to "get lazy" in a R? Why do you keep repeating the same behavior?
Figure that out and you might free up a ton of time and have a really good (not problem free, but really good) R.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss