he will be here the whole time.. i guess texting her a lot which really annoys me.. I think I will leave if he starts that.
no i don't mean to be manipulative though I think I can see that some of my actions may have been.. unintentionally.
I will take a break and get away.. he is packing just the home gym. He is hiring a truck to take that to his place. Everything else is coming with me.. I think..but who knows.. Shane I doubt that..he has rewritten everything so that he was single before he started the affair because he had decided that 10 years ago he did not want to move..too bad he did not tell me.. I am afraid he will see a very sad me.. I really dont want to be doing any of this...
