Oh my goodness. I've only read this last page of yours but felt a need to apologise on the behalf of all men (a bit presumptious I know but ...).

You make your own luck: I feel yours will be good now.

M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner