Hey Lisa, it was a tough day for me today. I almost wanted to confront W about the so called ended A. I know it hasn't and I almost lost it. But I came through ok. I practiced my STFU technique. I feel better but the hurt is still there. Again, We both must try to look at the big picture. Honestly, it's difficult for me because we still live in the same house. She acts as if she's giving me a chance to change. So I started to act as if I am happy as can be. I will continue it for a week or two and see what happens. I just feel being used. But remember Lisa, we must not give them a reason to judge us on why they have decided to be this way with us. Stay strong and focus. Today, when I was at my weakest, I thought about you and this forum. I thought of the advice I gave you and all the things I've learned. Patience is the key now. Please remember that too.
As for the texts you're getting, remember to not show H that you will always be there for him. It's the new you...Strong and confident. Hope you had a good day tomorrow. Cheers
