W definitely is not holding me back. The children cry when I am away on travel. They have said this at the dinner table. When she is on travel they are not affected as much. I am being the best I can be as a parent. I am there when they need me. They know why I love them. I have a routine I use with them that I found out is very similar to something Shirzad Chamine does with his kids. Actually his book for team building and performance has been good for me. I am a team lead and it was recommended for team development. It is a little new agey but I like it. The book has info that helps with relationships.
