Thanks for checking in. It's been a busy weekend with kids activities, and it's been interesting to say the least. The barrage of last Friday when my W was spewing all kinds of venom passed. I have not pursued in any way, and she seems to be texting more, and really warming up around me. She had the kids both Friday and Saturday evenings, as I was out GAL. Both days there was a bit of family time where we were all at my S8's tournament.
So my W also said when I picked up kids Saturday morning, love you guys. I know it was probably directed at the kids, or just said out of habit. But it did affect me a little bit. I've been doing my best to keep a real even keel. Complete PMA, which is actually getting easier because in some ways I am happy.
My W suggested getting together for lunch or some exercise on Thursday. I'm not sure what she is planning on discussing, but I'm going to let her lead, before I show any of my cards at all. With respect to A, I'm not sure what's going on. No communication through the windows I have, but I'm sure it's going on. It's just really changed. I feel it. My W is laughing at some jokes and comments I have made. I'm not going to get ahead of myself in any way. But it feels positive.
My big challenge is still to determine what is going on with the OM. I won't be going on this trip vacation with her. I could use the help, but I think the time away is good for both of us. Two weeks apart will neither destroy or create a M or R. Tempting as it is, I don't want to be used.
I'm proud of the even keel I'm keeping and the direction that everything is going seems very positive in several ways. Time will tell. Patience, patience, patience....
