"She keeps telling me to quit smoking and i am.. ok thats a lie.. its effing difficult. Job and wife stress me out and i cant just tell her its her."
She's not the reason why you smoke.
"Still doing the gym and have notice gains on the body and she said now when you get big and ripped your going to think your the sh!t and be cocky and confident. All these girls are going to look at you and you at them. I hope you enjoy it.. you disgust me.. i didnt say or do anything for her to think that she keeps referring to my past and how i was when i first met her."
That part of you still comes out. Even in your posts.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
