Ok so ive been sourcing different ic'ers and theres on down the road from me. Im going to go on wednesday and ive started meditating as well.
I do want this to work and she has agreed to go ic as she already does but she doesnt want to go to mc as shes soon to quit the ic herself.
She keeps telling me to quit smoking and i am.. ok thats a lie.. its effing difficult. Job and wife stress me out and i cant just tell her its her. To be honest i have taken measures such as getting nicorette inhalers and what not. Have cut down to be honest and it does feel good emotionally.
Still doing the gym and have notice gains on the body and she said now when you get big and ripped your going to think your the sh!t and be cocky and confident. All these girls are going to look at you and you at them. I hope you enjoy it.. you disgust me.. i didnt say or do anything for her to think that she keeps referring to my past and how i was when i first met her.
