Thanks Thornton...patience...the process is like reverse mach speed but I get it.
I am mad! Mad! I seem to have gotten to the angry stage of "why did you WAW...blah blah?!?!" I know detach, GAL but I assume this is normal in how the stages of all this grief and rejected love play out. just gripping so I will process what I can and put an abnormal amount of effort in being "happy cheery dbing Rayzzz" when its kid swapping time. I am getting good at keeping the darkness boundaries and usually just catch a hello in the transition. Going out now to punch a punching bag...or five!
Me 42 W:35 M: 14yrs T:15yrs D: 8yrs D:6yrs S:3yrs BD: "I want a D"09/03/14 Sep: 30/06/14
Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.