Funeral for a husband, love lies bleeding

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loualea - that same thought crossed my mind a few months ago, coming to the boards caused me to obsess about mlc and the exh. I would read reconciliation stories and hope, or i'd over analyze every little thing in my own sitch. inside I knew that this takes years and I "stood" for 6 months but now I'm moving on. It's hard to detach but it does help you with personal growth and healing. You can detach and stand at the same time. Yes the time spent wondering is painful, I still wonder at times, but then I catch myself and try to change the thoughts to something else - find distractions. I used to come to the boards looking for answers, support, I still get support and encouragement and it really helps, now I try and share support and encouragement to others going through something similar. I got to where I enjoyed the alone time at home at night, but I have a lot of pets and chores to do around the house, so that kept me busy. Running is a good way to clear your head, and work through grief.
CC - hope you are doing ok - thinking of you