You are correct, I'm a little frantic today, my decision on where it goes won't be.
The thing is she claims she has never stepped out on a relationship. It has been done to her much worse and she has been an advocate of people being faithful. Even if we are watching something on TV and it starts happening to a character she is quite vocal. I don't believe it's in her nature. She seemed pretty stunned by the whole thing. She sent me: There's a lot we need to talk about. I've been thinking a lot since I got home about what possessed me to do it and I feel like I've got some explaining to do I honestly don't know if she is setting herself up with an "out" or not. Time will tell.
The last thing I want to do is end it. If she does though I'm not sure how much I'm willing to fight for it after the betrayal. I cannot condone the behaviour.
The boys are doing very well thanks. Now S4 has finally got the grips of potty training he's like a different child, I think it was holding him back mentally. Other than the odd meltdown you would never know he was autistic.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
