I think you are suffering what we all suffer from including myself, PROCRASTINATION. Its an easy trap to fall into and a hard one to get out of. Do you see a counselor? If you do, are they solutions based or a more typical counselor? I have a typical counselor right now. I now know that rehashing the past is not getting me closer to a better future. I am looking for a solutions based counselor who will focus on the present issues and finding solutions. If you keep hanging onto the comfort of the past you won't find the drive to move forward into a better place.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"