H came around tonight, to watch the boys while I went to my first pole dancing class. The class was so much fun, definitely out of my comfort zone, the teacher actually said I was a natural, I'm almost sure that was a compliment lol H looked great when he walked in the door, the kids were excited to their dad, I'd had an average day with the boys and though I was trying really hard to remain happy and upbeat,the strain was pretty obvious H told me to go and forget about the kids for the hour and enjoy myself. When I got back we had quick chat about the kids, I let him tell me about how he broke his ne phone, and he told a little bit about when he went to the casino, how he is being more of a 'responsible gambler'(is there such a thing) I didn't do what I normally do and chastise him, there's a 180 right there. Then he said he was going as he wanted to go up to one of the clubs and play the pokies, again I said nothing, I transferred over his pay into his aaccount and as he was going I said to him it's good to see you, catch you later, he actually initiated a hug and a kiss on the lips, this didn't happen even a week ago, so Yay for small steps
