Wife officially walked away just over a month ago

[BigMac]

I don't know whether it hurts because I love her, or because I'm co-dependant. And if I get back to the point where I can be strong on my own, then I will understand that she is plaugued by compulsive disorders, that I don't have the power to change.

I am realizing now that I never had a chance to "fix" her compulsive disorders. And I need to get I the point where I have faith that something g or someone or maybe even she will heal herself.

So, I'm realizing that while I wasn't great to her, she wasn't great to me. And in the vacuum of communication I am not sure she will ever change.

And if that doesn't happen, then I am a single dad forever ....