"I'm sure I will be back on the rollercoaster soon but for now I am feeling like F U! F U and F that stupid little s!ut! You both are liars and losers and I hope you enjoy being together in your stupid loserdom. "
We are so same. I too have been feeling like this the lately. Especially this weekend. Underneath it is so painful. I am feeling that my W acts nice now around me so I can do the things she wants to get done. The hope for reconciliation within me is dissipating. I can feel it and it hurts. I am glad you found some strength in this Lisa. Be strong and perhaps, it's a part of detaching because we usually feel caring for S. but now, like you said, we feel like F them and we don't give a crap. I'm with you, but it's an emotion that will pass. I go back and forth. We must look at the big picture and rember what we are fighting for. Stay strong.
