If you "gave up", what would be different? Would you be doing something you are not doing now?
Not much in physical life; if anything at all! I believe I would live my life the way I am right now.
…but I would hope for some changes internal – mindwise!
I would be able not to let my mind wonder due to hope and thereby focus more intense on the present time and task. That would definitely be good especially for my work but also in daily life. I wouldn’t spend so much time wondering about her The children’s hurt wouldn’t affect me in the same way since the cure would be non-existing I wouldn’t feel hurt myself I would be able to stop living this “double-life” where I do not speak my true feelings to many close friends. …and then some….
…so giving up would be good for me, but – again – I simply don’t believe it is a decision I can make and then just live. Time will bring it on me if R not happens.
Me:44 W:43 D7, D5 (S11 from other R)
T: 8y - not M ILYB: 8. Mar 2013 W moved: 1. Aug 2013 LRT: 20. Aug 2013 _______________________________ Do or do not – there’s no try.
