He is a flawed human being just like the rest of us, but it seems like there's this little girl inside you who is desperately, desperately trying to get his attention. I've been there. <<<< this is who I WAS...for 20 years... trying to change that & have ... just under a month ago!
...not care one way or the other how he responds. That's detachment. That's how it feels.<<<< amazing to know that one day, I will feel like that too.
Talk to that little girl and reassure her that he cannot hurt her anymore because YOU won't allow it. YOU can become your own life support instead of relying upon him. <<< I have good days and I have bad moments.... working on believing this!
I CAN & WILL DO THIS!!!.... I am pushing through to the other side... its important to/for ME!
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
