Wifes severe depression, MLC, and suicide attempt

[Lifes Twists]

Hi all,

Been a reasonably quiet, but good period. I have been spending time with my daughters. We went to the beach these past two days. I have heard nothing from the W. I did hear from my attorney that the W surprisingly agreed to most of the draft parenting plan. I am waiting to see what she does not agree to. We are at almost three months since her attempted suicide. Right now, every day that goes by without a call or the police showing up is good. I worry a bit about having to deal with bad news and telling my daughters. My daughters told me my wife is thinking about quitting her job and moving closer to an older sister in North Carolina. This would put her farther away from our daughters and the responsibility that comes with having them.

I have taken this break from working to figure things out. I feel like life is telling me it is time to change direction and seek out a new life for myself. I am very tired from all that has happened in the last year and a half. I want to find a more full filling direction for my life. I am starting a bucket list with some real goals just for me. One of my goals is to develop a means of income that does not rely on working for someone else. I want to be able to buy a house on the beach and work from my home. I still want to be able to get my girls through college. I want to be able to travel as well and take my income source with me. This will be a big change for me to be dependent solely on myself and no one else for my living.