Stay strong Bigmac, I have made many of the same mistakes as you but as long as we learn from them all is not lost.
Things may seem dark atm but they can quickly change as I have seen from reading other members stories.
This is for us a journey to becoming a better person... or as I think of it 'a bigger man'


me 46, w 46
D22, S14
M 2, T 23
WAW 3/11
ILYBINILWY 3/14