WAW separation begins

[rayzzz]

Thornton, Pilot, Wonka, Goatgal.... Lovers of the Night (that does sound good doesn't it! Thx) now onto today's topic:Forgiving WAW & getting rid of resentment
Today I was stewing again in the dark of course. "Why can't you GIVE ME A BREAK and forgive my past wrongs cause I am changing NOW. " and I just get all bent out of shape. Then I realized if I don't forgive her I can't really detach...to WAW :" I forgive you for not giving me a second chance....right now...I can only imagine what I've put you through and you must be at the end of your rope"
Started feeling better and it's the old holding grudges and getting bitter instead of getting better.
Other than that GAL with my kids at stampede rodeo events was awesome ( I totally am a rock n roll pearl jam guy not randy Travis so this is a true GAL)
And then swimming at a park. Love my three days with kids! Then taking them to church tomorrow while I rock the bass (another new GAL I learned two months ago...finally feel comfortable and play in a slow zen groove....good for my loud 180s)
Pray for me and send me good vibes for my job hunting warpath. Getting some decent gigs ..and some new interviews so we'll see. Start my evening food courier position for the downtown restaurants so this will be my first evening job since college. No matter. I have lots of free time between GALs and kids so two or three jobs are welcome. Hunting and providing for the family. feels good