The morning sun is shining like a red rubber ball.

[wishing, hoping]

I suggested to S as he gets older that he could opt out of going. By I don't know if J will let him. J wants to show off what a great dad he is. He also doesn't want me to have more overnights because he is afraid I will go after more placement. I can't for two years because I am locked in. But when I asked the GAL when S can decide for himself who he stays with the GAL said he had no choice until he was 18. I can't believe that would be true.

I feel helpless. And that stinks.

WH