NERO - is this still ME?

[LoisB]

i am world's biggest procrastinator on almost all fronts

Me too.

I've been reading a lot about procrastination lately. Learning alot. Procrastination is a common coping mechanism for people who have been left a lot (emotionally/physically)...and, even more so for people who have a history of being severely criticized/judged harshly as children.

At some point, maybe you decided to act out your anger by turning it against yourself? It has to go somewhere.

Maybe you don't feel you deserve the good things in life? I know I struggle with this in a major way. It feels natural for me to sit still when things are swirling around me.

There's a remedy and it requires a strange combination of consistent action and self-love.