Why do you feel like you need to get "drunk"? She doesn't control that. If you don't want to drink, then don't. Simple as that.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER