Ok, mission accomplished I -

Ate breakfast with S8
Bought a kenneth cole pinestripe suit, in a skinny size
Picked up some new shirts, that are loud and my size
Picked up some nice jeans from Bloomingdales
Picked up some new chucks
Took S8 to see the new planet of the apes
Bought most of the books on D15's book list for her birthday
Went to the Post Office to fix why mail hasn't been being delivered (the W was responsible for that, and well... my life was a mess)

I still ended up crying in my room, while I wrote out a birthday card for the W that I will never be able to send (I ended up just burying it in one of her underwear drawers)

So, good day of getting a life, still dealing with the emotional rollercoaster that happens during holidays / birthdays, well.. on everyday.


Me: 35
Her: 33
D : 16
S : 9
Together: 14 years
Married: 12
She left 4/14/2014
Separated: 5/25/2014
OM Confirmed 7/2014
She filed 8/7/2014
I Filed 10/21/2014
Divorce final 2/12/2015