#33: HOLDING my ground... my self value

[makingmagic]

Matt... I am not thinking I can trust.. I am hoping that he will do the right thing.. and he did, when we began our mediation. I just need to follow it through. For now, its the best I can do... If I create a storm, you can guarantee it will not be pretty & I will end up with far less. Apparently he HAS noticed... but that is NOT why I am doing it... I am worried about my health. I am dropping the rope for me. Thanks for clarifying how I give him my power. I will watch closer for that stuff

GM ... Im lost.. I would walk away if there isn't a romantic involvement. & thats what I have been working on for months. Sales have been the best EVER since BD!

WH... THATs EXACTLY what I am doing.... I am selling like crazy, reducing inventory, building our account. Able to take a large amount at any time (back salary). However, leaving it in there until my name is ON it! <<< This was recommended by a lawyer.

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He just popped in ... came from home. Brought me water. I said thanks. I Didn't open it for 15 mins. Opened, took two sips & he asked if he could have some. He guzzled a bit. I didn't have any more of it. He left (client duty). <<<< this is possibly his version of swapping spit and intimacy (he has said many times about sharing drinks). or.. maybe he was just thirsty (he did just leave his house 4 mins away). Just random.