Wonka, So this is in referrence to most of my attitude before this happened. I have generally had a negative outlook on most things. I lose my patience and temper with ease. Alot of people would probably consider me to be a mean person too. I didnt mean to be that way and honestly never paid it much attention. After talking to my C, he seems to think that its due to my mother being my primary influence when I was younger.
I do realize that it is a problem and an very unhappy about it. I saw that it was an issue when I took a good look at what kind of person I am versus what kind of person I WANT to be. I am currently going through anger management with my C and it seems to be helping tremendously. Its taking a bit of time to understand some of the concepts involved, but it is working. I can honestly say that I feel 10x better about life in general on a daily basis since working on it.
I hope this answers your questions here. Let me know.
M:33 W:30 T:10 M:2 B/D: 5/27/14 S: 5/28/14 Wife moved back in 7/18/14
