Matt: Recognizing that I will have withdrawal symptoms.
Advina: I am hard on myself. I didn't want any mistakes... NONE. You make a good point. I need to recognize my faults & then learn from it & possibly post what I would do next time. If I were to have that convo again.. I would listen & then say what I did end up saying: "you have a lot to figure out... go figure it out". Or even better, "this is not the time or place to have R talk". I would also like to be able to say "under these circumstances, you aren't good enough for me".
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Today: We are working together, and ended back at his place for what I thought was to pick up a vehicle. While there, he wanted me to go see stuff in his garage that was being worked on. I also went in to see/visit his mom for awhile. I made her coffee. I then decided to do her dishes & he helped. Her sink overlooks the pool and I commented that the pool looked nice. He said "its nice but not a seadoo ride". He then offered for me to come swimming anytime.... I did not reply.
We are back at the office... he is coming & going as he pleases. I am sitting here, waiting for next client appointment.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
