had a good day today, had reiki this morning, feeling more balanced, less agitated. I spoke to h this morning, said since its the last Friday night of the school holidays, he should use the movie tickets we gave him for his birthday and take eldest son to see transformers, he agreed, and they've gone about an hour ago, h was here for about an hour or so before they left, nothing major, he looked reasonably relaxed(which is good) he had borrowed my laptop the other day to do his tax, he brought the laptop back tonight, I'm just a little worried because although I logged out of here, it was still in my history log, and I'm pretty sure h may have looked through my history, what do I do now? do I ask if he's looked through it, or I just keep on like he hasn't? and if he has looked through my posts, he'll know what I'm doing. I've changed my password, so that's sorted. h has to come back really late tonight to drop off eldest son, and I am going to try my very best 180 and say goodnight and tell him to go home instead of trying to engage him in conversation, and getting him to stay. h literally just sent a pic of him and son waiting to go into the movie, very sweet, I just sent a text back ':) have a fantastic night guys, enjoy...' hoping they have an absolute ball, first time for gold class movie for both of them.
h is off to the city tomorrow to watch the football, trying not to think about the fact that he's staying at a hotel in the city, its none of my business, I will keep telling myself this.
