Trying to find my way

[Meghan]

Meghan, I think you are doing okay so far. Just keep busy and work on yourself. That's great you are keeping busy letting your H see you happy, going out and looking good. Don't be too hard on yourself this is a difficult time you are going through. Take care

Thanks for the kind words, CSan. It's difficult to see from the outside and seems so natural to worry over every little thing. I've seen the "marathon not a sprint" analogy a few times and I know that it's true, but it's easy to slip into the mindset that after four months (but only a few weeks of active DB, I suppose) that I should be doing better.

Admittedly, I suspect that the fact that H. seems to expect that I should have made or be making things better by now isn't helping either.