"I have stopped being judgemental and she said herself she will never speak to another guy again and how wrong it was."
I can't stress enough that these are just the initial feelings. They will fade and things will go right back to the way things were because you haven't changed.
"I personally dont have a problem her speaking to guys however, as long as ive met them aandspoken to them."
Perfect example. That's controlling.
Are you actually going to go to counseling for yourself and then MC? If not, you might as well kiss your M goodbye. You need a roadmap and I have a feeling you're still looking for the easy way out.
No, change that. You ARE looking for the easy way out.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
