What to Do III

[Ben2010]

Update:
So last night after not having heard from the W in a couple days, she called me. Seems that I have found a pattern to her trying to "feel" me out. She text me "goodnight" which she doesnt really do. I text back "night" again like last time. She text "Love you" and I text "Love you too". 5 minutes later I get a phone call from her. We end up talking for 2.5 hours.

It was a really upbeat conversation the whole time. Not much if any R talk at all. She did throw some "we", "us" and "our" talk in there. I also got her to sincerely laugh at some of my jokes like she used to. She told me that all that time she was spending with her sister was starting to get old. LOL how nice. She also said she could tell that her sister was getting tired of her being around so much. I told her that I thought that it was rude when she needed someone to talk to lol. She agreed. Told me her sister has been quite a bitch lately. I just laughed and said "sounds about right". She got a laugh out of that too. I said that she was probably stressed about finding a job and all that right now.

She told me that she was planning on texting me last night to ask if I wanted to go out on another date. Then told me that she couldnt do that anymore because her sister is going camping and asked her to housesit and watch her niece while she was gone. I said "all good, Im sure we can figure it out eventually". She went over this about 3 more times that she was planning on doing this. I just said it wasnt a big deal. She said something about us going next weekend if we cant this weekend. Also got a different reply from her this morning other than "morning", this time it was "Good morning" for the first time ever. Doesnt seem like a big deal but it kind of is to me based on the previous 8 or so days.

That was honestly the best conversation I have had with her in months really. It felt good to connect with her again like that. I think that I played it cool enough to where it didnt seem like I was anxious at all. I also have no expectations at all about us going out on a date. I think she could tell that and thats why she mentioned it more than once. Semi-mindreading. I wont go all out and say that my sitch has taken a turnaround or anything, but I think that its starting to look up a bit.

Also went to see my IC today. Had a pretty good session with him. He seems very pleased with the progress that I am making with everything. It is days like today that give you enough motivation to make it through another week or more. I dont think they have any idea how much the small things mean to us at this point. All in all Im doing great today!