i just like it when you say i'll getr thru it- you got thru it- we can do it. simple as that- just a vote of confidence from someone that knows.
the friend thing- what a laugh. i said same thing almost when he said he was my friend. I told him he didn't know the meaning of the word- i'd never treat a friend like that and i'd never have a friend that treated me like that.
they cannot see maybe (from waaaay yp there on mt olympus) how they treat us with total disregard and disdain. oh well- his loss i think.
I do wonder about the "price" we pay to db. if it is or will be worth it. if, like aj i can at least look at self and KNOW i gave it every single option and chance. that if it all blows to heck- it wasn't because i gave up too readily.
(big item with me- since my mom was always there to point out every single thing in the universe was "you5r own fault)" - what? flat feet - your own fault. what? red hair - your own fault- no kidding.
sometimes things just are or just happen. i'm not so sure most things are our own darn fault.
oh well- hope your day is okay and thanks again for the pep talk. sometimes i do wonder.