sigh, well that makes me upset. Tx, Starsky. Is it really really horrible? In your opinion did I say/do anything right?
him: today he is flat lined. I can tell he is drained. Physically & emotionally. I can tell by the tone of his voice.
Me: (working on my co-dependency) I WILL NOT ALLOW HIS mood affect mine!! (although I am already upset for my backslide now). I was really really really trying to not have any ERRORS!! NONE! I am beating myself up!!
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)