How am I doing this ?

[dawgy]

How do I know what to change or what i did to contribute to this sitch . Ive asked her and she said I did nothing . But i dont want to keep prying when Im suppose to be detaching . She said she just wasnt feelin it anymore . She loved me but wasnt in love with me . I said its pretty hard to be feeling it for me or still be in love with me when theres someone else in the Picture . She is in total fog .There seems to be little i can do except detach and try to stay attractive to her . I work hard Im giving her space . She new this guy in junior high and he tells her he loves her with all his heart and soul . I tell her that and Im being pushy ?? after devouting 25 years to us . Sometimes I just wanna say pack your [censored] and hit the road woman .Other times i just want to hug her and hold her and tell her i understand