thanks heather,
my classes have come to an end and the reality of having to get a job is setting in.

i woke at 4 am in a panic. I prayed a bit and felt better.

I have been at this of 2 years. I need to move on!

I have to remind myself of the not nice things h has done. His good qualities still are in the front of my brain. I need to file those away.

h is choosing to move 1400 miles away.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13