I know - detach. As far as he knows- I have been doing a great job- I post me frustrations here - not to him.

I want to move on - for me. I need to be strong for girls. I need to take care of myself -for myself.
Thank you for the reminder, Ben. There is no way I can go 2 years.

Me: 48
H: 48
Married 26 , together 30
D1: 21
D2: 18
"Happily Married" until BD
4 weeks later: "Im talking to someone"
No papers filed.
Attempting 180, finding it difficult.