Trying to find my way

[Meghan]

Thanks again, Ben - I really appreciate your suggestions.

I'm sincerely doubtful that he'll initiate at this point - he's so used to rejection that he hasn't initiated in what's probably at least a year or two now - but I'm willing to give it a go, and yoga in the living room is something that I haven't done in awhile. I've actually been wearing somewhat short shorts around recently in general - it was something he likes and I never really did before, so it's a bit different for me.

Unfortunately, he's going away for two weeks to try to figure out where he stands on the marriage in less than a week now, but I'll see what I can do before then.