WAW separation begins

[rayzzz]

I am in such a bad place today. Just got a phonecall from WAW demanding we resolve everything/ cut off all ties with shared bank accounts, names on cars, our phone bill. just felt her pushing so hard to get me out of her life so she can live her "divorce". Again a veiled threat not to use her paycheck that just came in ( I have not touched any of her money since I left being a SAHD)
and I lost it a bit and said in an angry voice " don't worry I will never touch your money again!" like I need to be reminded that my lack of provision is what has killed our M in the first plce. FML. I should be doing more to find work today but I just need to GAL. I am so frustrated to....waiting for cheques to come in the mail...broke, in transition, dealing with her rejection and animosity. Going to watch worldcup today and I only go to be around other new friends I am making.
It feels so final, but I just need to marshal my strength get on the flamin horse and go forward...maybe not a gallop but a trott. frustrated today. thanks for letting me vent